do you know what IP logging is? I bet you do. if you're reading this post, or especially copying it, you're saying hello to my best friend's script. and lj abuse. so uh. wave to them.
I'm sorry to the people i'm cutting. it's not a personal thing at all. well it totally is, but it's because i really like you and i want to save you from the ~drama unless you're actually in it. things are going to get really really horribly ugly, i think. and i don't want my "innocent" friends mixed up in it. i know some of you joined for solidarity, so i'm relieving you of that post because no one should have to stand up for me and get lied on and defamed. and some of you sincerely just want peace and i don't think you need to be embroiled in this. so it's not a hate thing, okay? and NO ONE is getting cut from my friends list on my personal journal. i love you all.
and the ones who are still here know why, ok?
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I KNOW WHEN YOU'VE BEEN BAD
magnified fear stares back the mirror reflect
depravity the shadow cast a feeling of ill harmony so crisp the famines
itch a withering shoreline tears of grey interspersed with withered fruit
her gloomy banquet of cheer heaven what a sweet pain douse the
ecstasy the imagination drained away perpetual reverie abruptly fade
heavens soothing some say tremulous hand jabs from behind sticks
in the back for all to see organs spilled leak of will void of secrecy
genuine tears delights the taste pain salts the bitter brew rich in guilt
to absorb the filth she worships a point of view scarce the thousand
remnants black charred flesh a victim screaming through heaven or
hell what's the difference one to believe in one to live in careful
balancing what's hell to heavens only flame